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heart <3


Heart.... but my heart's belong to whom???

lyke pepel said...heart is too snsitive..sure laa..lebih2 lagi bile dilukai oleh org yg kite sayang ..

Tapi..mereka tau ke tahap kesensitifan hati kite?peduli ke mereka dgn hati kite?sakit kah mereka bile hati kite dibiarkan begitu aje?

hanye mereka yg penah dilukai jew tahu dan rasai sume nyer..
bintang pun xmampu tersenyum bile hati turut diguris..
i do missing da sweet smile of star.
gimme da great one of star between da million of stars who can light up my lyfe ever !

kenapa?kenapa?kenapa?dan kenapa?


why ya?
my happiness always stuck in half way..
ape salah -ku bile sume nyer terus menerus menguji-ku?????

GOD,please stay wif when i need some strength ):

HATI..HATI..HATI...

(+_________+)

love,
cookiecrumbs

disebalik awan..

good mownink my dear diary !
dari smlam xsbr nk tggu jumpa my dear diary ni.xsbr nak luahkn pe yg aku rasa skrg.
uhmm,kan best klu dear diary ni boley bercakap.setiap kali aku share probs ngn die,die senyap je.kejam nye kauu ! but,i'm happy cause ada teman nk luahkan.thanx my dear diary.even u not good in 2 way communicate but u da best in a good saving my probs.

last nyte aku tdur agak awl.
kepla semakk , celaru , senang citer jiwa kacau.
knp die still nak gnggu lyfe aku ?
plizz la, aku da mmg xanggap die penah ada dlm hdup aku.
die ckp aku kejam ! aku ego !
mmg aku kejam pun,so puas hati?
tapi i xsekejam u, wut u have done 2 me before.
it's ok.i da mlas nk ungkit citer lama.
from everyday to evry hour u disturb me.
u xrasa waste tyme ke?
(i tahu u da one yg jadi silence readers i nya blog,if u baca ni hope u faham sgtt )

i got msg from him.
-"hye u.u dah tidur ke?i tgh cari u.u r so far away.hilang jauh ntah ke mana teman i masa i alone cm ni.where are u?plizz dun go far away from me.even u pergi dgn org yg u suka,but pliz jgn pergi terlalu jauh dari i...plizz nurul.."

i have no words to reply foe him.
my heart have go on.and now i can live without u.
dulu mmg i terlalu syg kan u,
but now it's tyme foe me to 4get it.
and now i lyke to thanx GOD sbb selalu tabahkan hati i dulu .
i found my happiness without love !

at 01 : 05 a.m
aku tersedar dr tdur.
got a call from kimi.
ko ske ganggu aku malam2.
tau la rindu,tggu la pagi esk.hahah..

n : ko knape?
k : saje je gnggu ko tdur.haha
n : ko mmg slalu ta puas aty ngn aku
k : xde la mcm tu,aku rindu kau ni..hahahah..pakwe ko tahu mati aku ni.
n : mcm2 la ko ni.aku mane ada pakwe la mngkuk.mandai je ko enn..ko pehal gelak je mlm ni? sakittt otak pe..
k : poyo ko xde pakwe.org comel cm ko xkan xde pakwe..lain la aku,ko pun xsde slera nk kuar ngn aku.kan,kan..
n : omg kimi,ko sorang je yg ckp aku comel..ko jgn nak perli aku oke ! aku xcomel pun ,tapi aku ensem,comel tu aku bg kat ko.hahah
k : seyes weh,ko comel.aku xperli ko pun.
n : ckup ar kimi.,pagi2 buta ko nk gaduh ngn aku.sepak sat g.
k : ye la,ko pegy la smbung tdur,aku tgu mmber aku ajak lepak skali.
n : pegy la ko,lepak je keje..aku tdur dlu taw.take care weh
k : okay.beres sokmo.
n : papai

tu la die kawan yg agk sengal.di sebalik kusut ada ketawa..
hahah.. title diisebalik awan tu xde kena mngena pun.saje je.sbb malas nak fkir title pe..
hulalala...

love,
cookiecrumbs




take me wif u


Forgive me if I seem forward,
But I've never been in front of anything like you,
It's the last place I ever thought I'd be when I woke up this morning,
Is it true that you are always this breathtaking?,
And you're smart and you're willing,
And my god this is killing me,

Tell me all the things you never said,
We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed,
I don't have anything to hide,
I don't have anything everything is not for certain,

Tell me all of your hopes,
All of your dreams,
I want you to take me there
and I want to take you there
Tell me everything,
Every breath,
I want you to know I'll be there
There's just one more thing,
One request,

Take me with you,
I will never let you down,
I will love you now and forever ~

hello drugs !
good mownink

well hi there.
i really have no idea why i'm writing this right now.
am just too bored and tired to answer all those stinkin toefl questions--even though i only did it for like 30 mins or so.
but well. i don't know! i just wanna bury myself alive right now!
for some odd reason i'm not in a very good mood.

sorry !!


today i'm currently not in mood
sorry foe that.
gimme time to cool down
i feel lyke 2 be alone for a second
):

love,
cookiecrumbs

happy new year 2010



Good Bye 2009
Can't wait foe a year 2010
Hope will brings a lots of happiness to me (:
today is last day foe 2009..this year got a lot of memories include sad and happy.but,'past is past'..
the memories of sadness,hope this new year make me feel happy and no more sadness.the memories of happy last year,this new year hope more better.insyaAllah !
sempena tahun baru,my wish for all my sygness :
1) semoga sihat selalu
2)selamat menjalankan tanggungjawab masing2
3)semoga semua berjalan lancar
4)mintak jauh bala dan bencana
5)keep fresh our frenship(i do love u all )
foe my family :
1)thanx mom and dad,both of u r my greatest 4 me.no 1 can do like both of u do and cares me ! i'm proud be ur daughter..
2)semoga my parents sihat walafiat selalu
3)semoga dapat menjalankan kerja dengan baik dan sume berjalan lancar.
4)untuk abg dan adik2 : semoga sihat selalu,stdy hard ! do da best
5)hope my happiness in my family forever..
thanx GOD !

special thanx to :
anyone who made me smile in 2009 !
thank you !!

love,
cookiecrumbs

our lyfe ~s.a.h.a.b.a.t~

















Missing my fwenz damn much

Dear diary,da place I shared all my story,probs with it.i enjoy to shared all with it.but sum post I do to invisible because it’s too much personal.i do write in this post,saya rindu kan kawan2 saya.but seems,masing2 dah jauh.hope 1 day we got sum gathering with all my sayangness.banyak sangat memori ngan korang doeh.sume besh.it’s fucking enjoyable.xleh duk diam kan,ade je plan nak pegy holiday or lepaking or shopping a.k.a abeskan duiting.haha..but xselalu kitorang wat sume tu.tyme stdy,study gak kan.hee..kami bersama masa gembira mahupun sedih.sumtyme we all got fight gak sesame sendiri,manusia kan,mesti ada yg xpuas aty atau terasa hati sesame sendiri.memang xleh nak dielakkan.but,tu sume xlama,kejap je.sampai bile nak bermasam muka,kita sume dah macam siblings cuma lain mak,lain ayah,kan..ngee..papepun,kitorang ttp happy.masing2 ada otak yang bijak.pandai2 la handle probs sendiri..bila flashback ,funny gak gaduh sesame sendiri.small matter je actlly.pastu bile masing2 da cool down,salam-salam,cium pipi,malu-malu lak nak baik balik..lumrah manusia weh..hahah..another post,saya upload kan pixt bersama kawan2..just wait and see !

special thanx to :

syue,teah,salmi,zareen,hajar,momoi,jijah,yatt,farah,zaida,nalah,ain,ijat,nizam,devaki,mill,k’ain,k’tiey,kok chen,johnathan,ayu,

p/s : korang,sumpah rindu korang doeh..i’m sorry if aku ada mnyakitkan hati,terkata sesame sendiri,terpukul mana2,terbuli korang secara xsengaja.u all da besh fwenz ever. I love u !


da words


said ; L.O.V.E just another word i'll never learn to pronounce !

here i am


HAPPY !
CLAPPY !
and NOT CRAPPY !
(:

new year 2010 is coming

COUNTDOWN !!

pe azam tahun baru korang?
share2 lah di sini.
'sharing is caring'
heksss

cookiecrumbs new resolution foe 2010 (:
~semstinya kurangkan gejala shopping.ngeee..
~kurngkan xtvt yg tidak sihat such lyke melepak,jalan2 yg ntah ke mana,ronggeng,haha.
~kuarngkan xtvt buli sesape je yg penah dibuli
~bangun awl pagi(insyaAllah)
~tidur malam yang normal(means jgn tdur lewat malam)xnak jadi guard.hahah
~nak baju baru
~nak jeans baru
~nak beg baru
(alamak,tadi baru cakap nak kurangkan shopping2)
macam mane ni?
who can help me

sekian,cookiecrumbs !

accomplished

Don't walk in front of me ; i may not follow
Dun walk behind me ; i may not lead
Just walk beside me , and be my friends forever !

!!.. ANNOYED..!!

I"ve been annoyed by pretty much things,,

Sending "THX FOR THE ADD"?? as if im the one ADDING..!!

so please stop saying that,,

coz im not the one who added You or

just simply say "THANKS FOR THE APPROVED".. (^_^)

A COMMENT asking INTRO??Yet i wrote in here??

Asking for PHOTO comment after u did COMMENT mine..

Famous or Friends?? You Choose..

Act Cute = Owh Please Dont Act, Just B urself..

NEVER EVER ask "Can we be FRIENDS or HOW ARE YOU",,

if cant why would i bother to APROVED you and im FINE ok.. (^_^)

see u guys !

theres no idea to write on my dear diary
tyme to rest
thanx !
love u all babe (:

gilax layan jiwang si cookiecrumbs ! haha

..I LOVE YOU..
these 3 words they could change our lives forever..
and i promise you..
that we will always be together..
till the end of time
(:

ahaksxx..

salam

yo wassup

den sajo yo i

buhsan gyler seh

pokok dek den la hah

nk buek pap

tp papo yolah

osah eh

camno nk kuo ni ha

kono pk ni

hak3

abih la

k0k sush bona ramai bona skendal torang3 an ni

adoyai

hak3

hehehe ;p

ape yer....

simple is d best..

i hate wif my own behaviour la

walaawwieeee ~~~

i lov everyone aro0und me

i lov mking a frenz

hard my hearts to be in lov

but once i get in lov

i cant stop thinking of him !!

hahaha

bia laaaa

berseorangannn gini..

x mo la fkir3 agi..

ade jodoh ade larr kannnnnnn

dan seandainya engkau tercipta untukku

datang laaa pdaku ..

hehee

berjiwang daa pulakkkkkk ~!!!

i gotta feeling !

if u leave me tonyte

i wake up alone

dun tell me

i be waiting so long..

plz dun leave me tonyte

dis heaart of stone

will make u around

dun leave me tonyte