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Bukan mudah utk menjaga hati semua orang,walaupun sedaya upaya mencuba, namun pasti ada yg terasa. Jika kesilapan semalam belum terampun, moga dimaafkanlah. Jika kesilapan hari ini menyakitkan, dgn harapan moga lupakanlah, dan jika kesilapan esok atau mendatang ku mohon jgnlah dibawa sampai akhirat. Maafkanlah kalau aku buat hatimu terluka kerana sesungguhnya aku juga manusia terbatas.

mane ???


mane ?

mane ?

mane?

act,aku pun ta taw pe yg aku cri weyh
ngntuk pun ade,but ta nk tdow lagi..simpan2,jap2 g bru tdow..hee..klu boley aku nk tdow smpai la hdup aku happy balik..now,my life getting fucking bored lahh..ta taw nape..nothing interesting pun if done something..but,at least something then nothing kann..

hidup semakin sepi..i hate it damn..pe yg aku nk sbnr nya pun aku ta taw..aku sndiri pun ta faham ngn life aku..and the rite way,aku tdow utk ilangkan sume tu..ta snggup nk fkir daa..i'm stil have da best best friends..they alwiz wif me..thanxx guys !

nurul !! wake up girl..u must be strong and cheered up your life..kata2 smngat utk diri sy sendiri.

nota kaki : How To Motivate Myself !!!!

now nak pegy tdow , goodbye readers !

penyakit pemilik blog ini ;)

kini , dia suka tdow dan agak messy
ta payah tego ak , ak taw bile masa aku nk bangun and tdow semulaa

;)

sorry guys !!


hello peeps..1st of all, sy nk mintk maaf..no messging,no calls,no answer calls.i’m currently so far away wif my fon,skrg die bkn nyawa sy lagi..kdg2 sy ta de mood nk reply msg and answer call korang, kdg2 sy missplaced mana sy letak fon saya(sy ta sngaja..hee),kdg2,sy hny mmpu tgk je miscall and mssge korang..jiwa smkin kosong,and secara auto nya fon sy jga kosong and credit balance jga 0.00 sen..hee..ekeke,crdit tu biasanya akn save smpai 0.15 sen, just utk emergency miscall my mom..=)

I’m really sorry guys,I love you all..ada msa nnty ,sy akan dtg lagi as nurul as u know before.i’m going miss all kawn2 sya..thanx sbb slalu ade even sy gembira ataupun sedih,susah or senang..that’s wut we call true friends..

overnite at bukit bintang and port dickson

I’m going miss my friends..bila sy tgk blik gmbr ni,sy still ingt lagi.da best nyte and day ever..thanx guys..dat nyte ktorng lepak at BB , bersama acap,ustad,peer,rifdi..ni la keje ,kan duk rumah lagi bagus,bley tdow.ni tak,melepak je keje.hee..saje wat poyo kat cni..korang kisah pe..hahaha..lepak dan lepak dan lepak dan borak..sdikit sbnyak gmbr kngan..

Disebalik gmbr ni,ade cerita..haha..guys yg pkai topi tu (ustad)sblah die ade awek mane ntah.mula2 ta tegur,cehh..then tgk2 diorng da rancak borak..ni acap yg snap pixt..ustad da ada niat nk ngorat dat gurls..suddenly, balak girls tu dtg..waahahah,melepasa la ustd..act,girl tu cm nk tan k je ngaku laki tu boyfriend die..ade haty gak nk knl ngn ustad kowt..hahah..okee..FULLSTOP..

Tengah lepak dan bersahaja ;)

location : teluk kemang,port dickson
pagi dan hujan

port dickson 2
banana boat ;)

port dickson 3
saje suka2 ;)

port dickson 4
suda penat kowt, bersantai saja



And kat PD nil ah sy knl ngn sara n moy..diorng ni ikut nazri and razif..now we become bestfriend..thanx sygg foe frenship..i can keep it up..


this sara ;)

this moy ;)

nota kaki :In the ends, thanx to u all guys acap,sara,moy,rifdi,ustad,nazri and razif..best friends ever…

getting married ?? omg nurul !!

3 of my cuzen bru kawin..congrate darlings..i’m going miss all moments.masa muda2 dulu.sama2 gila,skrg da berumah tgga kna be matured la sket kan,hee..oh no, even I dun want lost it, but I must accept as well..saya bila lagi??hahahah..

persoalannya,suda bersediakah saya utk utk utk utk utk jadi superbbb wifey..heee..omg,I’m not ready yet lah..tnggungjwab sy ta ckup bertnggungjawab lagi..memasak?hell yeah,stkt yg simple tu bley la..tdow pun slalu terlebih..haha..kemas rumah?bila sy rasa sy rajin and bersemangat shj sy akn buat,but bila da kawin nnty,rajin or mals,u must do …masih bnyk lagi yg perlu sy belajar..komitmen???so damn,I’m not really to take this now..single,single,single is da best for right now..=)

Jdodh oh jodoh, dtg la bila sy da betul2 bersedia..skrg sy ta mmpu lagi nk jadi superb wifey..utk sape2 bakal husband sy,jgn risau ye 3 bulan sblm kawin sy akan bljar memask mskn kgmaran anda.hahah..3 bulan je kowt,cm la terer memasak enn..hee..


=)

congrate


congrate to my lil sys, got a great result in SPM (10A's 1 B )
gewd luck in further study soon. proud of u my lil sister .

hello darl !


lately,i'm going out of mood to update my blog..
dear bloggers,keep up update urs oke.

i'm going miss youu, fwenz
.FULLSTOP.

help.help


last nyte having sleeping disorder.
whoaa..cause of period pain
grrrr..
sakit owh perut ):
help.help.help.
mengagahkan diri bangun ke dapur.
dapatkan stock ubt.
menstrual pill mane..
uhhuu,,

finally,
pain killer
pain killer

huuuuu..
great.
thanx GOD !

pain killer ve settle everything..
yeahhhhh..

guys !
i'm contnue my sweet dreams
(-_-)

yuhuuu..


we got sum gathering
COME JOIN US GUYS !
bikin havoc lagi oke !
sumtyme kna gak menggilaxkan diri.
but,we all ingat dunia lagi..
just foe menghepikan diri bg yg stress dgn stdy,keje,masalh umah tngga and so much more..
heksss...
thanx guys for support this community
=)

gillaxx






yahhh..
saya sudah happy bersama ggc(gilax-gilax community)
sgt fun geng2 ni.
dan mmg sesuai dgn nama comunity niy,,ahli2 juga turut menggilaxkan diri di carpet ngn hot topic.
bikin kecoh babe.
uhlalala...
GO ! GO ! ggc...i alwiz support this fucking nice community..

"jangan blah selagi xmenggilaxkan diri anda di carpet,kasi gegar guys "

a little piece of heaven

Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
for me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
something would go wrong,
before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears
conjuring her deepest fears
come here you fucking bitch

u please dun cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part
cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
let's make a new start for ur beautiful lyfe
Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know it's not your time
but bye, bye

love,
cookiecrumbs

music is my language !




heart <3


Heart.... but my heart's belong to whom???

lyke pepel said...heart is too snsitive..sure laa..lebih2 lagi bile dilukai oleh org yg kite sayang ..

Tapi..mereka tau ke tahap kesensitifan hati kite?peduli ke mereka dgn hati kite?sakit kah mereka bile hati kite dibiarkan begitu aje?

hanye mereka yg penah dilukai jew tahu dan rasai sume nyer..
bintang pun xmampu tersenyum bile hati turut diguris..
i do missing da sweet smile of star.
gimme da great one of star between da million of stars who can light up my lyfe ever !

kenapa?kenapa?kenapa?dan kenapa?


why ya?
my happiness always stuck in half way..
ape salah -ku bile sume nyer terus menerus menguji-ku?????

GOD,please stay wif when i need some strength ):

HATI..HATI..HATI...

(+_________+)

love,
cookiecrumbs

disebalik awan..

good mownink my dear diary !
dari smlam xsbr nk tggu jumpa my dear diary ni.xsbr nak luahkn pe yg aku rasa skrg.
uhmm,kan best klu dear diary ni boley bercakap.setiap kali aku share probs ngn die,die senyap je.kejam nye kauu ! but,i'm happy cause ada teman nk luahkan.thanx my dear diary.even u not good in 2 way communicate but u da best in a good saving my probs.

last nyte aku tdur agak awl.
kepla semakk , celaru , senang citer jiwa kacau.
knp die still nak gnggu lyfe aku ?
plizz la, aku da mmg xanggap die penah ada dlm hdup aku.
die ckp aku kejam ! aku ego !
mmg aku kejam pun,so puas hati?
tapi i xsekejam u, wut u have done 2 me before.
it's ok.i da mlas nk ungkit citer lama.
from everyday to evry hour u disturb me.
u xrasa waste tyme ke?
(i tahu u da one yg jadi silence readers i nya blog,if u baca ni hope u faham sgtt )

i got msg from him.
-"hye u.u dah tidur ke?i tgh cari u.u r so far away.hilang jauh ntah ke mana teman i masa i alone cm ni.where are u?plizz dun go far away from me.even u pergi dgn org yg u suka,but pliz jgn pergi terlalu jauh dari i...plizz nurul.."

i have no words to reply foe him.
my heart have go on.and now i can live without u.
dulu mmg i terlalu syg kan u,
but now it's tyme foe me to 4get it.
and now i lyke to thanx GOD sbb selalu tabahkan hati i dulu .
i found my happiness without love !

at 01 : 05 a.m
aku tersedar dr tdur.
got a call from kimi.
ko ske ganggu aku malam2.
tau la rindu,tggu la pagi esk.hahah..

n : ko knape?
k : saje je gnggu ko tdur.haha
n : ko mmg slalu ta puas aty ngn aku
k : xde la mcm tu,aku rindu kau ni..hahahah..pakwe ko tahu mati aku ni.
n : mcm2 la ko ni.aku mane ada pakwe la mngkuk.mandai je ko enn..ko pehal gelak je mlm ni? sakittt otak pe..
k : poyo ko xde pakwe.org comel cm ko xkan xde pakwe..lain la aku,ko pun xsde slera nk kuar ngn aku.kan,kan..
n : omg kimi,ko sorang je yg ckp aku comel..ko jgn nak perli aku oke ! aku xcomel pun ,tapi aku ensem,comel tu aku bg kat ko.hahah
k : seyes weh,ko comel.aku xperli ko pun.
n : ckup ar kimi.,pagi2 buta ko nk gaduh ngn aku.sepak sat g.
k : ye la,ko pegy la smbung tdur,aku tgu mmber aku ajak lepak skali.
n : pegy la ko,lepak je keje..aku tdur dlu taw.take care weh
k : okay.beres sokmo.
n : papai

tu la die kawan yg agk sengal.di sebalik kusut ada ketawa..
hahah.. title diisebalik awan tu xde kena mngena pun.saje je.sbb malas nak fkir title pe..
hulalala...

love,
cookiecrumbs




take me wif u


Forgive me if I seem forward,
But I've never been in front of anything like you,
It's the last place I ever thought I'd be when I woke up this morning,
Is it true that you are always this breathtaking?,
And you're smart and you're willing,
And my god this is killing me,

Tell me all the things you never said,
We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed,
I don't have anything to hide,
I don't have anything everything is not for certain,

Tell me all of your hopes,
All of your dreams,
I want you to take me there
and I want to take you there
Tell me everything,
Every breath,
I want you to know I'll be there
There's just one more thing,
One request,

Take me with you,
I will never let you down,
I will love you now and forever ~